July 2010
life is hard
I have an amazing job, incredible boyfriend, some great friends, and an awesome family for the most part. Why the FUCK is it so hard just to live sometimes. Why do some days drag and drag and drag so badly that all I feel is miserable and I sit and listen to music and space out and wish for a different body, different mind, just different. Waves come over me out of nowhere and I don’t feel...
“You looked right through me
When there was no one else
I sat beside you
and...”
lovelovelove
A few days ago I told my boyfriend my big secret about what happened to me during high school, something I thought he would totally freak out about. He known I have a shitty past, but I finally got the balls to come out and tell him- I was so scared of him looking at me differently. Last night he said “I love you” for the first time. He said that he thinks I’m a sweetheart, that...
:-( --> :-)
My plans for tonight got totally effed over because I couldn’t make the train into the city. I was suuuper bummed out cause I love love LOVE my girls and reallyyy needed some time w them and was NAHHTT about to be psyched to stay in on a Friday, so my boyfriend agreed to vid chat cause he knew I was down in the dumps. We took turns playing ridiculous songs and danced like fools over video...
“Perhaps we don’t like what we see: our hips, our loss of hair, our shoe size,...”
– Sufjan Stevens (via hopelesslymg, translucencies)
“This is the start, this is your heart
This is the day you were born
This is...”
– I am falling in love again, and it feels fucking fantastic
