October 2010
lovelovelove
I am so ridiculously absurdly out of control balls to balls in love with you
oct 26th one of the best nights of my life. asfhjfkakjsgdsjgsa
“In times of confusion and chaos and pain
I’m there in your sorrow under...”
– Times by Tenth Avenue North
What the fuck am I going to do now?
I always have a plan and right now I got nothing. No idea what to do with my life right now. I’m so sad to be leaving my job but I’m proud of myself for actually caring about myself enough to leave and get healthier. But how the hell am I going to get hired at the end of October? What if I can’t find a job anywhere how am I supposed to pay rent and bills? No idea what to do.
“I am looking, looking for something
can’t quite put my mind at ease...”
“Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for...”
– Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)
well, I guess that’s what I have to do then
Funk. Per usual.
Funk. Per usual.
I’m in a fog most of the time. I try to find happiness in the things that normally make me happy: awesome songs, going for a long walk, talking to my friends, but nothing is working. The only times I’m free from my mind and pulled out of my funk is when my boyfriend basically drags me out of it. It’s not even that he’s the only thing that makes me happy- I love my friends I love...
One of the worst nights of my life
Spent 9 and a half hours in the ER alone. All that’s in my mind right now is quitting my job. Then I think about Sonia’s little face and smile and wide eyes and Ema laughing, Ariana blowing kisses, Alex’s snuggles, and Gianni’s hilarious comments. But I honestly could not picture willingly walking into a classroom again. I’ve never been this sick in my life I’m...
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“I’m here. I love you. I don’t care if you need to stay up crying all night long,...”
– Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)
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“What if I fall and hurt myself
would you know how to fix me?
What if I went...”
“Music is a total constant. That’s why we have such a strong visceral...”
– — Sarah Dessen (Just Listen)
